Missing you…
because you are not here.
Missing you…
because you ‘are’ here but not close enough.
Not close enough to my heart.
Not close enough to look into my eyes
and ‘really’ see ME.
To KNOW me…who I AM.
Missing what I have been striving for
but never really had.
Still waiting for something, anything
to feel ‘right’.
Wanting… needing ’something’
never knowing ‘what’.
Well, perhaps knowing but never
‘really’ knowing ‘what’.
Missing someone who was
never ‘really’ there.
Always ‘there’ but somehow just out of reach.
Beyond the grasp of my outstretched arms.
Missing you.
Not because you’re not here
but because you are ‘here’.
But ‘really’….NOT.
